k o do k i jo

you might be ever love somebody, and keep waiting... 'till your heart is broken.
not kind of sweet-end-up-story you have been lookin' for.
but it happened.
and you just find that, even you have to let him go with some scar in your heart, at least it's over.
i always thank god for that.. that the-beauty-of-waiting finally over (some call it a lesson,,, the one i'm not good at,,)

just like some other ways that always happen.
you take some competition.. keep waitin'.. and you failed.
you take some open recruitment.. keep for the phone to be ringing.. and it never be.

don't waste your time on me and talking about a lesson... i don't get it.
i (only) know how hard i push myself to keep waitin' on something absurb (bahasa gue nggak indah).
and I THANK GOD when it's finally OVER

that's the best part